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interact 10th installation day sobs...i had to wake up at 6.30 today, so that i can reach school by 7! there will be interact installation's rehearsal this morning, and 'Scapegoat' can only make it at 7.15am....so argh sacrifice a lil bit of my sleep la...even normal school days i dun reach school that early okay! =P but the thing is, i reached there and kishok hasn't arrive!! soon Scapegoat and i were waiting outside the school hall like dumbies...and i'm so tired cuz of yesterday's celebration and all...gessh in the end he did come, but it was an hour later....-.- okay fine we tried to carry out the rehearsal...but later we found out that some students are playing futsal in the hall...therefore we can only use the stage....-.- i'm glad to say that all of my performers showed up for the rehearsal...but for the members who are gonna be installed, i dare say less then 10 of them turned up.. about the sketch, we canceled it...all of us doesn't seem to be ready, and time is running out....plus, i sensed that most of them don't really wanna do it...but they're just doing me a favour thats all....therefore i don't wanna force anybody, for me myself were exhausted and stressed up by then...i hope i didn't lose my anger in front of anybody...esp bhakti, was i harsh on him? aikz guys, sorry if i did... =( anyway, the rehearsal ended so late till other members are coming in....and we didn't even had a proper rehearsal you know...i rushed back to bath, changed into club uniform and rushed back to school...haha u should've seen me in my blazer...and yea, it's damn hot!!! then the installation starts...the crowd was pathethic man...really pathetic...10 schools supposed to come...but only 3/4 schools turned out...plus, even our own members fong fei kei us...only a quarter of those who wished to be installed turned up...sigh, and we don't even have a opening act....worst still, our emcee was lousy, real bad...he was supposed to be phat fabes cousin u know...haha and by then, everything seems to go really hay-wired...i was running back and forth at the backstage to make sure the performers are ready...helped them prepare and set up...blablabla thankfully, the 2nd half of the installation was better though...i think =p the BODs weren't that panicked anymore...as we strive to do the best out of it....hehe shaun took over the emcee....and then our assistants were installed...then we, the BOD...haha we actually got to go up the stage with our out-going board...so i was with chiew nee...we walked past the crowd holding our hands...went up, hugged me and passed the sash to me..it was really heart-warming you know...it felt like somebody trusted you, and now she passed down the responsibility as an IU director...*aww* by the way, shaun seemed to be emotional when he passed his vice-president post to siew ying...all along he had a hard time letting go of his post...so instead after he first hugged siew ying, i think his eyes were filled with tears and he hugged siew ying twice...lol oh yea..i have to stressed the best performers were by our own BOD itself!! haha it was a remix dance by shaun, kimberly + brenda, nat li + faliq + ivan...actually at first they told me that they couldn't finish choreographing one whole song...so i told them to do a remix instead...and it really turns out well you know!! shaun u luv dancing don't you! brenda n kim were sexy! and i simply loved nat li, faliq and ivan's break dance...soo proud of u guys!! =) now, i will just pray hard that next year's IU will be better...sigh + amry @ 8:43 PM | 0 comments
happy sweet sixteen to me!
 hehe it's been quite some time seen my last post...busy with exams mar =P what to do...sigh dun ask about exams, they suck! haha i dunno the results yet though, and i'm glad i do not =P the previous week has been awful for me...for i was busy, busy and busy...i had my monthly tests going on..while interact installation is on saturday, which is right after our exams...so practically all the BOD were trying to work it out on this two aspects, and completing both at the same time...haha and trust me, it was really stressful...grrr =p anyway, i would like to say a big big thank you to all who made an effort to spiced things up on my birthday!! *muaks* so far, this has been the best birthday i ever had (minus the exams pressure)...hehe really sweet sixteen huh? although it seem that many of my friends were being careful to not bring up about last year's incident lol....i'm glad to say that i got over it, finally... or was it long time ago? =) i would just like to forward my thanks and appreciation to the following : shen yee, for the Il Divo cd ( yea yea u've proven that u did not forget my bday =P) joshua, who put in so much effort and time for this particular day =) kiavin, for the wonderful earrings ( damn costly u know! =P) poor guy who had to pay most of the expenses during the celebration..haha ryan, for the lovely bear soft toy! it's so huggable haha, just like you! lol izzera, for spicing things up in pyramid! bhakti, for the lovely door hanger ( yea now i can get rid of the old rabbit =p ) carolyn, for the beautiful chopstick abby, for the cute hamtaro keyring...and most importantly for keeping me company whenever i need u =) samantha, it would never be the same without u =) last but not least, for those who signed the card...honestly speaking that was my 1st time receiving a bday card, signed by so many friends of mine....really really touched when i saw it! =) o yea and the guys for spending me dinner in sushi king (gosh i sure it must have been very costly) .. this year's bday made me realised how much my friends meant to me...how much they care and love u ( haha or am i just being perasan ? =p) so...erm a BIG BIG thank you to all for u!! luv you guys and girls to bits *muakx* + amry @ 8:16 PM | 0 comments
cheers for band! haih....i feel so miserable right now....freaking upset of what happened earlier....today is our school band's first concert....and i'm right here, just came back after the event....nah, there's nothing wrong with the concert...not about that...... my day started off with the ILTS ( interact leadership training seminar) in SS17 school...later on i rushed to Puchong for my music class....and soon after its over, i had to go to school to prepare for tonight's concert...to be exact everyone suppose to be there by 4.00 pm.... oh well, reached there...waiyuan told me to place my bag in one of the fitting room at the backstage there....i went in and saw it was fulled and packed with everyone's bag as well...so i told myself, if a theif happens to come in, he is definitely gonna jump for joy... but the thought of having my hp stolen never, never, ever crossed my mind back then... *sobs* i found out when i checked my bag and realized it was missing...i started to panicked and wonder did i actually brought my hp? so i borrowed my friend's phone and called home, asked my mum to checked whether my hp is at home or not...answer is no....den i tried calling my phone, auto-voice message machine...no matter how many times i pressed 'dial', i still get the same answer...the same thing happened when my friend tried too....my heart dropped instantly....not long after that, tears start flowing down my eyes... sigh i couldn't help it....i hate being this weak....so vulnerable.....losing lil things like this then aikz....but i just couldn't control myself...the more i try to find it, and whenever i failed to find it, my hearts sanked lower and lower....in the end, i let go all the frustration that was bottled up for the pass 15 minutes at a corner...but mr mah came and asked me to leave this thing behind, for the concert should be our first priority.... -.- so how....go out la....luckily that time is only tuning and warm-up....so not that many crowd is present yet...but i hate myself so much..why can't i control myself? is my EQ that low?! every band member was looking at me...their facial expression was filled with concern as well as, i dunno....ish ish ish....i couldn't play my flute properly...i feel like as if some part of my flesh was cut out of the body.... in the end i was so worried that i couldn't perform tonight....i was still struggling with my tears and my emotions while the concert will be starting in a few minutes time...but thank god in the end i managed to pulled it through...maybe because i was so worried about the concert... at least i managed to get my priorities right... =) alas the concert is over...surprisingly the crowd wasn't that bad...in fact it was pretty good...i'm glad to see many of our ex-member came back to cheer for us, support us...seafield band never had that much of supporters before....for years we were looked down as a club who is progressing very slow....but tonight, we managed to prove them wrong.... finally =) to my missing hp, or stolen one, i dunno...i'm gonna miss u *sigh* + amry @ 10:13 PM | 0 comments
finally it's over today is the final round of Malay debate...didn't sleep well last night cuz i was busy preparing my speeches...other ppl have to do only 1, but i have to do 2...what to do? i'm doing the reply speech also mar...and that is like the most important one? therefore cannot simply just talk crap...sigh by the way, the 1st two rounds of debate, my class was against 4b and 4e...actually this Malay debate competition is not as big and monumental as the one we had for english ( whole form 4 n 5)...this time only few selected classes ( the better ones ) who joined the competition...and it is form 3 n 4...although the total of classes that participated were only 6 of them, but the motions were very much tougher, compared to our english debate... well here are some of our motion : 1st round - 4d vs 4b : Bahan-bahan bacaan popular boleh merosakkan bahasa ibunda (pencadang) 2nd round - 4d vs 4e : Kemajuan dalam bidang teknologi maklumat menjana pembangunan negara (pembangkang) Finals - 4d vs 3b : Sikap materialistik menjejaskan nilai-nilai murni (pembangkang) haha now u can actually see that in the 2nd n finals, the topic didn't really favour us....haha especially for the finals...we had really hard time cracking our head for the isi...trying to make our speech last for 8 minutes...lol any how, we won the Malay debate =P hehe not to boast or brag, but i kinda expected it..cuz for the 3b team, only Farah is very good, i mean damn good! haha but the other two, erm not that impressive la...in fact a lil shaky....therefore, we got the champion title!! but this time i did not cheered as i did during the english debate...maybe the atmosphere is different and that time we really thought we were gonna lose....hehe.... now i just pray and pray hard that they don't put me in the school team for debating...cuz teacher once told me they are gonna put me, shahirah, shiue nee and farah for next year's school debate team for Malay..but i don't think they're aware that 80% i'll be in the school debate team for English also....argh....i really don't want to join, both of them....it's much more pressurising than u expect...every night i had to burn mignight oil to prepare my speeches...before that i have to find out all the isi and divide it among the speakers...aint a fancy job eh? plus, next year i'll be very very busy with my IU day....that will be my main objective for the year to come...sigh....worst still, my teacher told me to take diploma in theory exam next year -.- and yea yea yea, i'm facing SPM next year, without tuition....therefore, i cannot afford to join so many things!! lol...i'm getting nuts, aint i? anyway, i'm just glad that now the debate is over, i finally can sleep well tonight...relieved i am, for the world never felt so peaceful before.... >.< + amry @ 6:02 PM | 0 comments
carnival day 2005 today would be the day every Seafieldian is expecting all these years....since the one and only one we had in form 1, our school never organized another carnival day till today....and during that time i didn't had the chance to enter those haunted houses....well, this time i finally had my chance...and as tables turned, 4 Damai will be organising the haunted house this year...haha with 4 Fasih of course...=p anyway, the preparation for the haunted house took us like months to prepare it, as in the setting, the things we need, the budget and all....and setting up the house was darn tiring for all of us...i'm sure those who were involved will agree with that...we took 2 agonising long days to set up the house...haha every single pieace of paper in that room is the fruit from our hardwork...gosh the classroom is pretty small, and our plan is kinda, erm big? haha.. oh yea by the way, it is bhakti who is the mastermind of our haunted house...while i'm his assistant....kekeke...now that's why u know i'm so busy huh? lol...he's incharge of the guys haunted house, while i take care of the girls' side..( our PIBG decided to have seperate haunted house, guys and girls...damn lame!) okay...done with the preparation and all...3rd of July finally came....haha i'm surprised with myself cuz i actually woke up at 6.30 in the morning today...which is erm...something that has not happened for quite some time =p hahaha! anyway, i went to school and make up the most of the girls, and lastly me myself...well i can't deny that the moment i stepped out of the toilet, almost everyone shot their eyes at me...in a weird way..haha...today i will be the Bride of Satan, black top black skirt black veil....kekekeke...my duty is to be the guide so haha no need to scare people =p now how good is that right hehe so, The Cursed Mansion started off around 9.45...and so hell on earth begins....haha not that much for the visitors, but for us ghosts inside the classroom....gosh, it was really hard to SURVIVE in there okay...those girls who entered were so BLUR!! geesh and worst of all, scaredy cat....sigh i was supposed to instruct them to enter the tunnnel, but many freak out at the entrance already...some even turn back...some keep pushing me till i nearly fell too....worst of all, when someone refuses to go in the tunnel (you have to crawl), the whole damn haunted house is jammed!! people will keep entering and my place is getting even more congested....therefore, i was shouting, screaming, scolding, yelling...*paiseh* i think literally the whole classroom heard my voice...my best friend carolyn said that she never saw me that erm, fierce before....well i kinda agreed with what she said also =p i never used that much anger since like, std 2...hahaha! anyway, all the girls were trying to survive, striving hard to breath! we had to stay inside for 3 agonizing hours! worst still, our props were falling, thanks to the freaking visitors...torch lights were losing their shine, no battery....HQ is too busy and the place was too dark to search for stuffs too...so in the end, i was trying to hold the 'wall' with one hand, and guide the others to the tunnel...gosh trust me, it aint easy hahaha... well by 1230 our shift is finally over...the girls were exhausted, so do i...but nevertheless, every single one of them did a terrific job....i couldn't be more thankful for the cooperation they gave me, as we bear the pain together...cuz it was really stuffy inside, although we had fans and air cooler...the reaction of the visitors? well they can be divided into 2 categories....no1- scaredy cat people, who freak out soooooo easily, those who cried, who begged to leave. no2- people who try to prove that they are brave, that they are fearless...they enter with only one reason, to prove themselves, and in some way, hurt the ghost too. now honestly, i hate those no2 group of people!! geesh, damn sickening to me when they act cool...worst still, they shouldn't hurt my classmates... bear in mind, we're all girls u know! if the guys tempek each other, well thats normal la...but now it seems that the girls are more ganas than ever....hmm... anyway, after that it was the guys' shift...lol they did not enjoyed it that much either....=p muahaha...it was SOOOO stuffy and heaty inside that even the visitors who went in couldn't stand it...what say the ghost who had are stucked there for another 3 hours? btw i was outside doing the ticketing...with my costume on of course...keke erm kinda attracted lots of questions from the guys....like why i'm not inside...and so....lol well back to the crew, i'm pretty sure they really struggled to go through the falling props, and the beating and tempeking of the guy visitors...ryan completely lost his voice, poor dude...everybody inside was sweating as if they just jumped into the pool...the air was stuffy, heaty..we can barely breath...haha we cut the line around 2.30 so that we can end it early....it was supposed to be held till 3.30 wan, but i don't think the props, or the people for that matter can stand any longer..haha...so after the last visitors left, the door was slammed wide open..and everyone just rushed out to catch some fresh air...haha...poor thing =p after 3.30, all of us had to clean up the classroom -.- u know it took us 2 whole days to set it up, and only an hour to tore it down...haha bhakti damn sakit hati lor...hehe erm during the process of cleaning up things, i think i didn't do much la...i was keke, too tired...my leg =P my slippers got about 2 n 1/2 inches of heels wan u know...try standing for 6 hours and see...plus, after that we walked to ehsan to have our erm, breakfast and lunch at 6pm?? haha and joshua, bhakti n i had to walked back all the way to joshua's house (near school) to get our stuff....by that time i think my leg is kinda giving away liao...lol...there were a few times my knee-cap suddenly like, bend forward? hahaha anyway, although i did not go around and enjoy myself at the carnival...but i think the fun times i experienced from building the haunted house, being inside the haunted house, is good enough...=) and for now, i desperately need some rest and sleep =p + amry @ 8:51 PM | 0 comments |
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