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one done....one more to go.... sigh..yeap yeap holiday is here but i'm busy as ever...or worst, busier than before...after my school's final examination, i still have two more major examinations to go....yeap yeap my gymrama grade 5 ( the last grading u have to sit for gymrama) and my violin grade 8...argh sucks huh? well well well....i sat for my gymrama exams today...after two weeks of intensive training ( everyday 2 hours) i pretty had much bruises, especially blue-blacks on my backs, ankle and muscle pain around my legs haha...last night had a tough time sleeping...hopefully this would be my last grading for i doubt my body can tolerate any longer...and gods knows that's my limit... so how was the grading? haha itz pretty much disastrous...not was i expected... hmm....well u see my partner n i, yanis were the first grade 5 to walk into the carpet for our hoop event...both of us thought we were alright, better than usual, caught all our catches....meh...result came out? FAIL later followed by our rope routine...surprisingly i caught everything...again... even the last killer throw...so did yanis...haha FAIL again...by this time, i was like ' urgh whatever...i wanna get done with this and leave my body to rest and heal for eternity" haha i wished =p but later on it seems i wasn't the only one who was deeply unsatisfied with the judges marking...by the way both my judges are from the MSSS council, and i heard they used to judge MSSM also...so u can pretty much guess what's their expectation and so-called standards....but the problem sips in when another fellow grade 4 who drops her equipment several times, yet she passed..or worst got a medal...on the contrary other fellow grade 5s ( like me...haha bleh) who DID not drop anything....or commit any severe mistakes.....yet FAIL LIKE SHIT....haha and it turns out that this problem doesn't happen once or twice...but pretty frequent...sigh...hello? can we have some fair judgement n consistency from the judges please?? haha we can hear mothers complaining here and there...saying " how could XX passed/get a medal?!?! she dropped so many times and my ZZ did no mistakes at all....." sigh....i can pretty much understand how badly XX must have felt today...why? for i was once in her shoes, once upon a time...it sucks when people think you don't deserve to get what u achieved...during that time my case was slightly different....haha the judges are damn strict as usual....the wasn't about how me, or other girls performed...later did i find out that all along those 'mothers' pretty much thought i was the weaker one, or the sub-standard one..or the pretty much cacated one..compared to her oh so wonderful daughter, which in her mind is soo 'good and flawless'.... argh...politics in gymrama? anyway..i think u can pretty much guess that i flunked everything today...lol surprisingly i wasn't as sad or depressed as i thought i would be....i think my mum is pretty much satisfied with my overall performance...and well the results, that can't be help right? that's the judge's call, not my coach, nor my parents...certainly not mine.... and oh...side effects of gymrama? well im suffering SEVERE backaches...lol actually i got that during the extra gym training i had over the past 2 weeks... and today i get to experienced it once and for all...haha which is worse this time...literally i can't bend my back, as in hunching it you know? lol now my body posture is always in the arching mode, damn upright until it is pushing your stomach forward...hahaha and now i feel like an old granny...or a pregnant women? lol seriously i need to get a doc soon... hehe by the way, tomorrow i'm starting my chemistry crash course! im pretty much erm, worried/excited since i don't know what is it like to study with a group of people, minus the uniforms of course...haha i know i know...damn jakun =P well, i never had tuitions before..so.. *sigh* + amry @ 12:04 AM | 1 comments |
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