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one word : busy argh...past few days i've been busy busy busy....*sobs* all of a sudden i wonder why am i so occupied with so many responsibilities?? =p firstly, there was my class' backboard to be filled...what to do i'm the so-called ketua keceriaan in class...then later teacher told me i had to fill up the afternoon's session also... -.- theirs is COMPLETELY empty okay....argh...and know i have to buy all sorts of newspaper and even cut my own magazines *sobz* haha cuz i used to collect them since 2000 =p next, i got my pancaragam's duty to attend to...thank goodness i'm not involved in the marching competition or else i'll be skipping class everyday, which i cannot afford that...but still, we are having our first concert on the 16th of July..and i'm in charge of the aturcara....so, work again..worst still my microsoft word skill has been deteriorating since my last paperwork...haha...but thank goodness i had samantha's help ( she's the secretary of our prefect board *wink wink*) so alas, its done i guess...? then the next up-coming event for me is my school's family day...=p gosh its so rush...we only started planning when school reopens so we have like...few weeks to prepare? haha hey it's not our fault okay, cuz the school annouced the date pretty late...and yea...i'm er...quite involved in it...again...haha..my class is doing haunted house this year...well i think by now u can guess how much work has to be done.....plus our school's PIBG decided that we have to organise to separate haunted house --- guys and girls...they fear *something something* will happen wor... or did it happened before? =p with that, literally our class had to split into two and, manpower-wise is really really...sigh as u all know i joined interact this year....well soon i'll be very busy with our installation....and guess wat, its on the 30th! grrr.....our seniors ain't that happy with our incoming board...sigh what to do right...so many procrastinations going around the board...plus our BOD, most of them always absent from general meetings...and they are the main BOD : president, vice president and secretary...what to do, cant blame them either...they have other commitments also...aiya headache la.. last but not least...i have debate!! -.- i cant believe it...i thought after the english debate....it's finally done, OVER...but today i was told that i'm involved in the bm debate also *cries* BM??! writing essays i can la....but speaking-wise....i duno wor....lol...but i know that the first language i learnt to speak is BM haha...aiks i hope i no need to go ler...hmm o yea, i'm into chinese debate also...how 'good' is that huh? but that one is like friendly match only ler..not that pressurising....anyway, i just hope that i don't have to go through hell again, like what happened during the english debate, although we won it....that's not the kind of thing which i want to experience again...i mean the sleepless night part hehe sigh, busy busy busy me.. + amry @ 6:56 PM | 0 comments
singapore !! *thumbs up* or * a BIG BOO !* ?? 7th June, 2005. tonight my family and i will be leaving kl for singapore...except for my eldest brother....well i think it's been quite a while since we went for holiday together....maybe a few years?? when people start to age and mature they tend to be too busy with their own work...and in result, as a younger family member you don't get to see them that often anymore...lol...alas tonight we had a chance to travel together, although its by train...but good enough i guess =) 8th June, 2005. we're suppose to reach singapore by 7.30am in the morning...but believe it or not, after we passed the imigration at the Woodlands, and as we were heading for the railway station, some tree fell on the railway-track...hahaha....so they had to stopped the journey, go down and cut the tree branch that was blocking the way....in the end, our journey was postponed for 3 hours....-_- by the time we grabbed a cab to our hotel, it was around noon already...*sigh* the first thing that astonished me about spore is that, well they do have trees! hahaha lots of them somemore...lol i may sound jakun here but, the spore i had in mind all this while is a city filled with skyscrapers and buildings...no place for plants to grow, flowers to blossom....haha *blushes* honestly speaking this is my first time being in spore, although it is like, SO NEAR to msia?? =p and yea...another thing is their taxis...instead of the lame proton saga we have in msia, they had toyota crown instead....and majority wise, the city was flooded with taxis, rather than normal vehicles...later did i know that this is due to COE ( certificate of entitlement) that is charged to every car owner...which is very much costly...therefore, not every citizen of spore can afford to own a car...especially when the living standard is so high...everyone is struggling to survive....owning a vehicle? argh, leave that to the wealthy ones... hmm....looking back at msia, almost every household owns AT LEAST one vehicle...just look at the massive traffic jam we have every day....hahaha...even in the rural areas, the people there can afford to have a BMW or Mercedes...=p sigh i really sound like a granny...i feel so OLD...my body is failing me....muahahaha =p anyway, after we checked-in, we headed for shopping first! of course orchard street was our first choice! actually it's just like another KL town =P or our starhill...hehe...u can find tons of shopping complexes around here, both big and small....major ones like paragon; smaller ones like lucky plaza...haha it's just like our Sungei Wang Plaza and Timesquare? except that all of it is just side by side in spore...in other words, all packed in one place!! =p kinda crampy at times...well, what to do, limitation of land mar =P tee hehe... at night we took a cab to the night safari....supposed to be QUITE well known lar...hehe it wasn't that bad...for those lazy people (like me) who prefer NOT to walk around ( esp in the dark), we hopped in into a tram where it will take us around seeing night creatures...hehe...it was kinda cool u know =P cuz they have pigs here...something u definitely don't find in malaysia, as in publicly =P hahaha! 9th June, 2005. sentosa island is our destination today....i have to admit that spore's public transport service is good and regular cuz we didn't have any difficulties in getting there...haha we went over to sentosa by bus and once we departed from it, we looked around, figuring where to go first =P haha other words, lost?? lol we didn't have any tour guide to lead us, so...we're all on our own...thankfully in sentosa, there are many buses that carries tourists around the island....so we hopped into one and headed for The Merlion first...then the Underwater World, which was smaller then i expected...Dolphin Lagoon, damn the dolphins are sooo adorable...i begin to fell in love with them now =P Dragon Trail...which was erm....covered with dry leaves and twigs?? not in such a good condition huh...Cinemania, which i went in ALONE...my parents got health problems and my brother can't get over his dilemma on such things that make u feel sick...so in the end, i went in alone -.- sigh...and last but not least, Musical Fountain...supposed to be very famous...well i think it is cuz the capicity of seats for the audiences is like, half a miny stadium? but honestly speaking, the presentation of the musical fountain is pretty disappointing, to me...=( we sat there and waited for an hour like fools for such a show....and with all the grumbles and sour-faces from my dad n bro...it proves that the waiting wasn't worth it.....actually the musical fountain could be quite interesting with the use of hologram to casts images....but compared to our musical fountain in Mines Wonderland, i think ours is much better =P sigh...this ain't really a fantastic day to me....for the entire day, me and my mum had to confront the nasty moods of my dad and bro....they complaint, grumbled, displayed sour-faces, threatened to leave etc. i just feel so sick and fed-up that i had to go on a holiday with people like these, and sadly to say, my own family members...in the urge of fury and madness, i even told myself this would be my last holiday with these people....i hate people that grumble and fruts all the time over when things doesn't go as planned, or when it wasn't pleasant enough for them, especially when they did not put much effort in it...is it me and my mum's fault that the weather is so hot?!?! are we to be blamed for all the time we had to wait for the next shuttle bus?!?! do you think we 'enjoyed' all of these just as you do? sometimes i even wonder, would it have been better if i had stayed at home throughout the holidays....do my own stuff, going out with my friends...at least i'm sure that i will enjoy it...at least, there won't be much argument....and pain.... i'm really struggling very hard to be a better person in life...i didn't attend church camps and talks for nothing okay....i know no one is perfect, neither do i...i admit that sometimes i can be harsh to ppl, hurt ppl's feelings etc...therefore i struggle to improve, to change....but when i look turn and look around, i just feel sooo iritated by certain people's behavior....especially people whom i'm living with..that's bad huh? yes, agitated i was...*sigh* nevertheless, i think this is what a family is made of...yes you'll get lots of laughter, happiness, care, joy, love etc. but you can never stop hatred, anger, tears, arguments from slipping in... however many people failed to see this...especially in their marriage huh? nowadays, young man and women tend to take these things too perfectly, which in result they get utterly disappointed, or they just couldn't accept the imperfection of the other individual... i guess this is an issue that most of the divorced couples faced...sigh + amry @ 8:50 PM | 0 comments
Casa Rachado 2005 well, for the past few days i haven't been blogging for i was away for a church camp...hehe my last confirmation camp...*sigh* 1st day, Friday, 3rd June. i thought i will be late to reach the CKK Parish Centre cuz me and my parents overslept...haha...my mum rushed me there by 8 sharp...but i found out that many people hasn't arrive yet....ish....and we left with the bus at 9.30.. -_- if only i knew......argh....haha by the way we, the form 4's, are kinda outnumbered? we felt SOOO awkward cuz the number of form 3 students is so much more than us....this year's camp we got a total of 99 students participating, both form 3 and 4....but form 4 only got like, 30+ students? hahaha u can guess how 'small' we seem compared to them... they held the camp at Casa Rachado, Port Dickson....sad to say that it ain't such a fantastic place...compared to last year...it is really erm..small u know....99 people stucked in one small hall where activities and games are carried out is like....i can't breath!! haha plus, it is 12 people to an apartment with only 3 rooms....my room was packed with 5 beds cuz alicia they all don't want to sleep in the living room...although beds were prepared there too....they insisted on having at least a proper room...so they could get some privacy? so me n felicia pitied them and shared our room with them instead...imagine one tiny room, with a queen size bed, and 3 single bed on the floor....haha we couldn't walk around without stepping on our own pillows and bed...=p after we checked in, we had lunch downstairs...argh the food sucks....last year we complaint about the food....but now we realise that even last year's food was better...-.- first of all there were't much varieties...then the food tasted pretty badly (it was buffet style) worst of all, the drinks were so diluted....my friend said it tasted like aquarium water....now thats bad haha.. we managed to finish our food and headed back to the hall for ice-breaking games.. i was kinda dissapointed that the games were exactly the same as last year...and worst of all..the hall was so packed, activities couldn't be carried out properly...but oh well, after that Martin Jalleh, our speaker for the camp came...he is a renowned speaker from penang and had many years of experience in organising camps....MJ is famous for his jokes lol...and yea, he was great...definitely better than last year's Raj and Donald... =) 2nd day, Saturday, 4th June. we had our morning call at 7am by the junior facilitators...they were pretty mad cuz someone ledged the door last night =p so they couldn't come in for their security check haha! for your information, they will not sleep throughout the night...and worst still, you are suppose to surrender your room keys to them so they can come in and check on you....they make sure that every is in bed, no night-activities, no girls in boys room etc. haha they will even flash torchlight on your face to check on you....and, they do this not only once....they'll come back...anytime...and they always do -.- lol..*sigh* tight security =p well, the second day was the busiest day for us...to keep it short, we had praise and worships, sessions after sessions, BGR and sex talk, telematches...and last but not least, the inner healing session....i duno why i hate inner healing so much....maybe because i hate to cry when people are around? surprisingly during last year's inner healing, almost everyone slept cuz we were sitting on the cushion chair comfortably with our eyes closed and we were sooo tired...haha...but this year, we were all sitting on the ground...ass pain, leg pain, back pain...how can u sleep la?! lol actually MJ conducted the inner healing better also la...many people were touched by the holy spirit....many cried and sobbed....including me -.- when all the sessions ended, MJ gave us a longer time to lepak around cuz it's our last night here mar =P so me and my gang of guys went near to the beach, hmm not that near actually cuz we weren't allowed..-.-...but it was nice though to feel the breeze....vincent were imitating the titanic's scene...*wink wink* actually Casa Rachado is quite a nice place except the beach is eventually a swarm -.- lol 3rd day, Sunday, 5th of June. the junior facilitators woke us up at 7.30am today cuz we called off late last night ( around 1-2am) all of us are obliged to attend mass at 9am...i was in the choir with nichole and christine... but somehow, our voice sounded different....our throats were in pain and our voice was coarse...all of us were getting sick....seriously almost everyone suffered sinus and soarthroat when they were here...i think it's due to the dusty environment we have in our bedrooms...surprisingly, they don't do room service! unlike normal hotels and resorts, they change at least their bedsheets once a day....but here it has never been change!! gosh it was so dusty and dirty that u can actually see it with your own eyes!! now how bad is that? =p when mass ended, we had our last session with MJ, had our lunch, and rushed back to our room to pack...we were given really little time to pack and eat lar....ish ish...plus the queue for food is like soooo long? haha anyways, the bus came at 2 and gosh...sitting in the bus were like hell for the guys =p first of all, it was soo packed..i mean like the spaces between the seats is so small!! so with limited spaces and with our luggages, a 2 hour journey ain't that fantastic okay! haha and then, it was so bumpy that u can barely sleep...( all of us were damn tired cuz lacked of sleep) ahha....and then, the bus didnt have any curtains, at all...so eventually we were barbequed throughout the journey...hahaha.... now that the camp is over, it also shows that i'll be leaving Sunday School soon too...although the session for the camp is much better this year ( thanks to MJ), but it cannot be compared to the fun and happy moments we had last year at the resort....in a few more months time, i'll be confirmed and i'll never have to stay back 1 hour after mass every Sunday...i've been stucked in this 'tradition' for more then 10 years...haha and finally i get to leave it soon...that's something to celebrate right? surprisingly, i feel kinda sad also cuz i know that i won't be seeing my friends that often..we cannnot attend sunday school anymore....we cannot join camp anymore....i'll definitely miss those moments.. + amry @ 10:49 PM | 0 comments |
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