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good bye 2005! i'm gonna miss u sho sho muchie.. it's the end of 2005, the long-awaited new year's eve..i guess every local is still in a festive mood, especially when xmas was just a week ago..and not forgetting the jolly happy faces of folks as they wait to welcome the arrival of 2006...a new year, a fresh start for everyone who dreaded through the past 12 months, a chance to make the coming year better and more fruitful than the previous one...... i suppose everyone must be indulging in the party atmosphere...as we all know, when the clock strikes 12 tonight, fireworks would spark in the air, locals wishing each other "Happy New Year!" , parties and celebrations are literally everywhere...what about me? hmm....i suppose tonight i'll be sitting infront of the laptop, coughing while desperately waiting someone who is not out 'there' for the new year celebration, to come online and rot with me? haha pathetic as it seems, but i'm unlikely to go out tonight... *sobs* yea yea it really sucks being sick at this moment...however i'm not that certain myself if i, minus the coughing and flu, would still want to head somewhere and join the celebrations together with the others.... recently i realise i've changed into a different person..but i'm still not sure whether it is for the better or worse....anyway, as you all know, the old me is extremely talkative, loud, a lil insane at times, and of course, I LOVE PARTIES AND CELEBRATIONS, and not forgetting, SHOPPING TOO! wait a minute, should i rephrase and say, i used to love those instead? heck! i don't even know what i enjoy doing anymore now! it's really true that you tend to get bored of things when you started off too early practising those acts...haha...for instance, i got myself into pornography at a very young age, mind you..not because i was horny ( too young hormones not working haha) but plainly out of curiosity..as they say, curiosity kills haha..however, when puberty sprouts and everyone else (especially guys haha) were head over heels over it, i was pretty much bored of it by then...=p another good example would be my past relationships with my boyfriends, or should i say my ex-boyfriends.. the first bf i had was when i was in form2, and that same year itself i met my 2nd bf..okay okay i'm not gonna repeat the whole history again, but my point is as i'm stepping into form 5, i don't have the urge ( that i used to have for the past few year) to dive into another relationship anymore...talking of which, i have been a good girl for the entire year =p yes, i admit that the feeling of witnessing other couples getting intimate is ever-so-bitter but hey, every single person does right? honestly, i've considered saying 'yes' and get myself a bf, in which i can stalk everyday ( haha jkjk), sweet talk occasionally, get intimate with, and the list goes on...but ahem, if you think twice about it, you're actually falling in love with love, not your partner! or even worse, you're actually did an act out of desperation to get rid of loneliness, or maybe due to peer-pressure... as for the case of why i lost interest in shopping and partying, i really hope it is due to the fact that i'm sick now, and maybe even pms-ing...haha damn i haven't dance for months and now i seriously doubt whether i still have the groove in me...sigh oh wait wait, for those of you out there thinking anne-marie is turning lesbian, please reconsider before jumping into that conclusion...hehe how can a lil fox like me lost interest in men? even if i do, the first person that should start getting worried is my bestie, samantha =p anyway my point is, i think puppy love /crushes are over for me now, hopefully... hmm.....=) oh yea, HAPPY NEW YEAR! + amry @ 2:45 PM | 1 comments
i'm dreaming of a white christmas... sigh..time flies...holidays are coming to an end pretty soon... before i realise it, i'm already a form 5 student..my last year as a secondary student, not forgetting the dreadful SPM examinations. aih anyways..just a few updates of what i've been up to lately...well beijing trip was great...chilly weather there...but unfortunately it wasn't snowing =( i thought i would do lots n lots of shopping but apparently i couldnt get everything in my shopping list due to time constrains...haha oh yea...my violin examination result finally came out...it wasn't what i expected, AT ALL... i thought i was just plainly okay in the exam room...my violin teacher said my 1st piece's intonation sounded a lil off...and i know scales and sight-reading was awful as i think it would be...what do you expect? grade 8 mar... =p but when my teacher said i passed, and i got 85/100 ...i was speechless...you see my brain was proccessing very slowly haha in my mind i was thinking, 85 should be distinction right? and yeap! it is, right on the dot =p hahaha and surprisingly all that my examiner wrote was good comments, nothing regarding out of tune, bad performance or such...i guess he is really being nice, or plain being lenient... no matter what, the sweet taste of joy could have never been better *tee he he* today i went to the romania embassy in kl...gosh the man i spoke through phone calls was really really much younger than i expected... what i had in mind was an older man ( okay okay much older haha) , maybe half bald? and yea, some beard or facial hair on his face...lol but surprisingly he got a pretty clean cut face... now that i realise it, it is so embaressing cuz i thought he was the embassador himself...but when he gave me his name card, it was written there 'first secretary, deputy head of mission' ...well from what my mother told me, it's ranking is quite high too... later i found out that first secretary is directly under the embassador...like the second in command...so hmm... can la can la =) now...well i have approximately 2 weeks to decide and think about what should i pursue after my grade 8 violin... go for performance level? or take the risk by skipping it and jump to ATCL instead...argh what if i can't do THAT well? anyway...christmas season is here...i hope it would be a good one this year =) to anyone of you out there who is reading this, Merry Christmas! + amry @ 12:43 AM | 0 comments |
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