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cheers for band! haih....i feel so miserable right now....freaking upset of what happened earlier....today is our school band's first concert....and i'm right here, just came back after the event....nah, there's nothing wrong with the concert...not about that...... my day started off with the ILTS ( interact leadership training seminar) in SS17 school...later on i rushed to Puchong for my music class....and soon after its over, i had to go to school to prepare for tonight's concert...to be exact everyone suppose to be there by 4.00 pm.... oh well, reached there...waiyuan told me to place my bag in one of the fitting room at the backstage there....i went in and saw it was fulled and packed with everyone's bag as well...so i told myself, if a theif happens to come in, he is definitely gonna jump for joy... but the thought of having my hp stolen never, never, ever crossed my mind back then... *sobs* i found out when i checked my bag and realized it was missing...i started to panicked and wonder did i actually brought my hp? so i borrowed my friend's phone and called home, asked my mum to checked whether my hp is at home or not...answer is no....den i tried calling my phone, auto-voice message machine...no matter how many times i pressed 'dial', i still get the same answer...the same thing happened when my friend tried too....my heart dropped instantly....not long after that, tears start flowing down my eyes... sigh i couldn't help it....i hate being this weak....so vulnerable.....losing lil things like this then aikz....but i just couldn't control myself...the more i try to find it, and whenever i failed to find it, my hearts sanked lower and lower....in the end, i let go all the frustration that was bottled up for the pass 15 minutes at a corner...but mr mah came and asked me to leave this thing behind, for the concert should be our first priority.... -.- so how....go out la....luckily that time is only tuning and warm-up....so not that many crowd is present yet...but i hate myself so much..why can't i control myself? is my EQ that low?! every band member was looking at me...their facial expression was filled with concern as well as, i dunno....ish ish ish....i couldn't play my flute properly...i feel like as if some part of my flesh was cut out of the body.... in the end i was so worried that i couldn't perform tonight....i was still struggling with my tears and my emotions while the concert will be starting in a few minutes time...but thank god in the end i managed to pulled it through...maybe because i was so worried about the concert... at least i managed to get my priorities right... =) alas the concert is over...surprisingly the crowd wasn't that bad...in fact it was pretty good...i'm glad to see many of our ex-member came back to cheer for us, support us...seafield band never had that much of supporters before....for years we were looked down as a club who is progressing very slow....but tonight, we managed to prove them wrong.... finally =) to my missing hp, or stolen one, i dunno...i'm gonna miss u *sigh* + amry @ 10:13 PM |
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