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spring cleaning today supposed to be public holiday 1 la!! i'm suppose to rest... u know REST? but sadly i had to tidy up my room...cuz dad just fixed a brand new air con in my room...i didn't know what made him do so...maybe it is like what my mum say la...everybody's room got aircon except mine, so finally my turn to have one came lo!! hehe but..aih..for those who know me well enough...u guys should get the idea of what my room looks like...hahaha..its pretty embaressing to say that even my 2 brothers who shared one room, while i myself took one myself, yet their room is much much tidier then mine.. *blushes* hahah i noe i noe...i'm a girl...i should be tidy, clean and neat...lol but what to do la, it's my nature =p messy abit only got the 'i am home' feeling mar...=P so i tidied, and tidied...cleaned and cleaned...throw away lots of stuff also...hehehe.. from noon till night only i finish packing... aaah mission accomplished...hehehe =P at least it doesn't look that terrible now.. well, while i was packing...i managed to find back one of my old diaries..the oldest one was 1998/1999 i think...when i was still in my primary school, lick hung...lol..looking back at what i wrote is really...interesting? hahaha especially on my writing...REAL hideous man!! duno how did my teachers used to tolerate them...hehe...plus my grammer...and my naiveness during that time...sometimes i wished that i could just go back in time..back to my childhood...back to my innocent self...not knowing what lies ahead of you...in a way, less pressure..less stress...less expectation on oneself.. later on..i also found my latest diaries....which i had stop writing since last year? hehe and my autograph book...that my classmates signed and left their sweet messages before we departed to join secondary...and well...i found out some text messages i used to have...actually 'he' is the sender...i wrote it down last year cuz i know ppl always tend to take ur hp and read ur messages...so i decided to jot down all of that in thebook...so it will never be deleted..never be discovered by the third party... last time when i read it...it was sweet touching lovely and all...even if it doesnt seem that way to u..well, thats exactly how i felt that time...but until i discovered everything was a lie...everything is untrue...and now when i read it back..i'm confused...sigh...confused...which of the ones there that are true? when was he lying? when was he speaking the truth? was all of it were just a dream...looking back at the conversations we had...it all seemed so fake...and it totally brought down my mood... + amry @ 2:45 PM |
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lol i wanna see the lick hung book!!! u now the reason yea ^^ =p
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