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March 18, 2005

Red Box here i come!! - 16th March

the day finally arrives...i've been really looking forward to this day, the day we ex 3'amanah-ians go for some karaoke session at red box pyramid!! haha i had never been there before, although my bro always talk about it...so today i'm filled with curiosity and excitement!!

there are 9 of us : jintik, teong eu, lawrence, eujin, yihao, hanjun, abby, samantha and me. we got the room no.29, a pretty big room actually..we had 3 mics there...good enough la...but due to the our number of people, sometimes we just had to share mic, or take turns to use it. haha afterall we practise sharing is caring right? =P

well we had one great time over there...12-3pm..within these 3 hours we sang all our favourite songs...especially jay chow's haha...we also had F.I.R, jolin tsai, simple plan etc etc too much to name...

i bought a cake from redbox, so we decided to have a early celebration of his birthday la..since that day he wont be at school cuz of the forum...hehe....so 'happy birthday to u, happy birthday to u' we sang...jintik seem to enjoyed it, well, good lor den =P after redbox, we went on our ways and head shopping!! *yay*

but things began to change its color by the end of the day.....

firstly i was a bit worried about tomorrow's outing...i doubt that kiavin wil make any arrangements yet...i tried to call him many times but yet i failed cuz no one seem to pick up...den while i was on9, i was chatting with jintik...he's the main reason of why i got so heated up...

actually we were chatting as usual, nothing extraordinary...it started when he was talking about hanjun did convert into christianity afterall...i was very happy for jintik, because i know he tries very hard in evangelising...but he got me sparked to flames when he told me to do so onto my freinds, that would be samantha carolyn and abby...this is not the first time he said so, and by this time i'm getting fed-up of it...i told him calmly, that people work in different ways..and i don't believe in evangelisation is everything about christianity...but he insists and keep reassuring that he is correct and all...and things got worse when i firmly said that as long people are good, even if they cannot go straight to heaven, they won't be send straight to hell just like that!! it hurts me so much when he kept saying as long as their non christian believers, they will perish in hell....how hurtful....i was pretty tired by the end of the conversation, not just my body because i had been out the wholeday, but also my mind...my soul....tired of arguing with protestants about who's right and who's wrong...until we have to take out our bibles instead...

the conversation i had with jintik did not go anywhere....i had to go so i logged off first..however when i checked my bulletin board in friendster, i saw that our interact i.u gonna be held in our school hall!! instead of a hotel!!! how can it be....it suppose to be a grand event..formal elegant classy...but now school hall?!?! what are the rotarians thinking of now allowing us to have it in a proper hotel instead...by this time i'm gonna burst into tears already, out of fury, not sadness... i really don't wanna perform in such a lame thing...i can't believe that things can change in such a quick swift...everything is turning out so badly...afterall the stressful conversations..hectic day i had...shocking experience when i found out about the i.u....i had to voice out....and leon was there =)

since the bad experience i had last year, after i had got over with it ( with the help of all my friends) i didn't really talk to leon about my inner self, how i feel and all...but that night he really helped me...no doubt he is a good listener =) and by the end of the day, i managed to smile once more, thanks dude!

for now, i'll just pray hard that things will get better soon...

+ amry @ 11:51 AM

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